supposed to.. but not..

im supposed to be doing homework.. but im not.. im blogging instead.. haha

i did surprisingly well on my last math midterm.. i think.. i hope.. i FEEL like i got everything.. i asnwered everything and didn't leave anything blank (unlike last midterm..) so im really hoping for a really high score.. don't want to jinx it too much though.. mmya sobra lang ako ma-let down..

i registered for my classes na nung friday.. (some know this ksi nakausap ko pa sila after.. anong oras ulit un..? 6AM db? 6!!!! hahahahahhaahhahahha so this caused my non-ability to wake up for my 1130 math class after sleeping at around 745.. buti na lang at walang drama lecture nun friday.. kya sleep ulit ako hanggang 10 mins to 2pm.. then i went to psych..) anyway.. i registered for my classes nung friday morning. i got into all the classes i wanted.. buti na lang.. except GOSPEL CHOIR! argh.. sayang talaga.. engot ksi eh.. so anyway.. my classes are:

MUSIC 331 - history of jazz music
**mommy freaked.. she was like, "ha?! jazz o? di bo twe pa hang ba? e tsue dit ua pa naman db?" (trans. what?! jazz?! did u not take other classes? u can still change it right?) haynako... bahala sya.. i like this and it's a 1030 class so im training myself to gradually wake up earlier.. so there!

WOMEN 200 - introduction to women's studies
**my roommate took this class and she enjoyed it so much that i became curious about it.. she also said that ung mga classmate nya na kumuha nito enjoy na enjoy din..

ENGL 198 - interdisciplinary writing/social .. uhh.. something
**doesn't matter what the formal title is.. basta this is the writing link for women's studies.. it's kinda hard to explain.. basta ung mga writing dto and sa women's studies, naka-link so it's like one paper for both subjects. pero d lahat ng papers ng engl, paper ng women's studies.. most lang. pero ok na dn db? tska required magtake ng 5 units of composition credits and 10 of additional writing.. this counts towards that..

i hoped to get into gospel choir.. pero puno na.. so maybe i'll go back to choir for fun.. ung choir na sinasalihan ko ngyn.. next quarter, ung topic ay rhythm.. so hopefully ok naman.. lousy ako sa rhythm ehh..

what else? wala naman.. excited na ako for break next week.. thanksgiving break that is.. hahahah kayo wala nun!! :P bleeeeehhh

pero inggit pa rin ako kay chamcham..

she got to go home..............

hmm...

ala lang.. i haven't been posting much because... i just didn't feel like it.. like i didn't really have anything to say.. d ako tinamad nh kng un ung iniisip nyo! hah! :P

can't say anything anymore... sa sunod na lang.. everything's going typically ksi eh.. nothing new or exciting...

and i don't have any random thoughts either...

well i guess i have some.. i'll try..

uhh.. gsto ko na umuwi... i miss everything about home.. esp the weather.. LAMIG na dtoooo.. knina umulan tps mahangin pa.. naku po! lameeeeeeeeeeeg... brrr tlga.. gsto ko na umuwi kng saan papawisan ka kahit wla kang ginagawa at kng saan sobrang sarap maligo.. hayyy..

i want my roommate to come over during the summer tps pakilala ko sya sa inyong lahat. saya saya :D sana ma-afford lang nga... mahal plane tix ngyn eh.. hayyy.. :( pero ewan ko lang kng papansinin nyo sya.. alam ko ung iba sa inyo MAHIYAIN pag dating sa pagsasalita ng Ingles..

i love my pillow... i miss my tweety pillow back home..

pwde na to.. :P

my gosh..

i cannot believe i am saying this.. but i'm admitting that i'm conyo.. i was enlightened by my friend marc.. well i invited him to read my blog saying that he might be able to understand some of it since i write with some english in it.. well, he read some of it and commented that it was funny and interesting to read it coz sometimes he could understand it then not. so i asked him to give an example.. THEN I READ MY OWN WRITING!!! IT'S SOOOOOO CONYO! i could not believe it.. i just now read my previous entry.. and yes, it is soooooo conyo! i am! i am conyo! i cannot believe it..

it's not that i want to be "cool" or anything.. or that i can't write perfect english (which i'm doing by the way just to prove that i can) or tagalog (well.. not really but at least i can do it decently..) it's just easier to type that way.. it jsut goes to show how much i've integrated my 2 languages.. my roommate says that it must be fun being able to think in 2 different languages.. and yes, i agree.

so now back to conyo.. maybe.. :P

hayy that was hard to type.. anyways.. so i wanted to talk about directing.. i tried my hand in directing before.. i.e. 1st year bible projects, 3rd year speech thingy.. the reason that i want to direct is because i am always so uncomfortable performing in front of other people esp. when it's going to be recorded for posterity.. and i don't like the way i look (that's a self esteem issue i won't discuss..) anyhoo.. i always stay behind the scenes. i always feel more comfortable being in control of stuff rather than being "controlled" by someone else.. well i guess it depends on who coz i would gladly follow someone who i know would do a good job. it's like, if i know i could do a better job than anyone, i'll take the job. (if i'm not making any sense.. it's like 5am so bug off.. dun worry.. it's the weekend.. no classes tom)

so i'm taking drama 101 right now and we're talking about the technical aspects of theater. NOW i know why the 3rd year thing SUCKED so BAD!

as director, i should've read the play better, interpreted it more, PLANNED a schedule, had more rehearsals (run throughs) or CONCEPTUALIZED basically.. i did NOT do anything that what i'm learning now said i should've done. i did not think about what i wanted to bring to the audience.. i did not know what the theme was, or what the point of the play was.. i did not CARE at all about the play.. and i think that's why it sucked so bad.. honestly.. i did not like the script at all.. well, the writing was good.. but the plot.. man o man.. it has the makings of a really bad horror movie.. honestly.. sorry adda.. but i really did not like it.. i still marvel at the fact that i succumbed to peer pressure and decided to go through with it.. my o my.. stupid me.. we should've changed it.. or at least made it better.. and at least thought of a theme.. or a relevance.. or even thought of why we were doing this other than for the grade.. and if i could do it over, i would recast everyone except adda.. she was perfect for the bad girl role.. hahaha :P man o man.. i was and still am sooooo disappointed about that thing.. i know that we all had fun.. but no, i did not sometimes.. i got SO stressed that time.. remember when i cried..? pressure man.. and the "immaturity" of some people.. SOME.. SOMETIMES.. argh.......

i am tirading this because i was thinking about it a great deal because i have to be a "director" again for our final project, at least on paper anyway.. i have to make a director's notebook about any play, conceptualizing like theme, set, costume, music, lighting, casting, etc. and now because of my failure before, i do not know if i can do a good job of it. i feel that i might fail again.. but who knows, maybe i've learned something.. hayyy... i'm actually considering (if my TA would allow it) using adda's script and using that.. hahah kinda like a second chance maybe? i dunno.. TA means teaching assistant or the person who's going to give me my grade..

so there.. i feel kinda tired and relieved at the same time..

i really like my roommate.. she's great.. :D she's crazy too.. she's nice and fun.. hehe.. i really like talking to her.. i feel as if i've known her for longer that i actually have.. i've been telling her a lot about everybody.. hehehe :P

anyway.. i have not inserted a single filipino word in this post.. just to prove i'm not conyo.. maybe in the next post i'll be all tagalog-like.. hahhahaah :P

happy day...!! :D

i got great scores on my last three tests! :D

100/100 on my acting scene assingment. :D:D:D
144/150 on my Drama midterm.. i only got 2 mistakes but it was 3 pts per question ksi 50 questions lang sya... hayy... :)
10/10 on my math quiz! hehehe

yun lang..

i don't think i'm going to get a low grade sa math ko kahit na 24/50 lng me sa midterm.. 24 is like .5 higher than the average.. so i probably have like a 2.9 on the midterm ksi curved sya.. the reason i think na d gnun kababa as i thought before ksi i looked at other grades sa previous quarter and ung mga nagka3.8-4.0 d nmn perfect ung midterms nila.. mataas taas pero mga 30 lng dn.. pero ung mga hw nila and quizzes nila ung matataas.. hahaha so un :D

so im doing pretty well in my studies..

i heard sa news.. well actually someone told me that they heard sa news na magiging 35 degrees FAHRENHEIT! sooooo... cold.... it was also very cold tonight.. we walked back from visiting our friend sa isang dorm across campus.. lamig! as is! brrrr.. but i think it's cold only when it's really windy.. so sana d humangin bkas.. hehehe

shoes.. :D oh happy day..! :D

i went shopping on saturday.. we looked around abercrombie and fitch for a while.. expensive men! todo! 50 dollars ang "sale" price nila! as is! d ko take..

so you know my white sandals right..? ung lagi kong sinusuot..? well.. never again.. naputol na ung strap! :( kakaiyak.. so since i only have rubber shoes and black shoes (ung super taas.. ung mga 3 inches ung heel tps sinuot ko for a whole month bago nahalata ng mga teachers nun 3rd year..) left. so i had to buy new ones.. luckily, dto, d tulad dyan, they understand the needs of women who have big feet! i'm always so happy sa mga sections nila dto.. they have like racks and racks of size 10 shoes! well.. medyo 10 and a half na ako.. or 11.. :( lumaki pa feet kooooo! :( so sad.. pero ok lang kasi i got 2 pairs of new shoes! here, have a look!

**lalalalala.. trying.. to figure.. out.. stu..f.f..... errrrr....**

err.. actually not yet.. hahaha i'll try to do it soon! turns out that blogger doesn't have direct imaging support or what ever it is called that you can't put pix on ur blog! hayyyy... i'll try to put it up soon when i figue out how to use geocities without the microsoft program thingy.. what do you call that again? i forgot na.. whahaha :P i think it starts with an r.. doesn't it? anyway.. i will post it with the pix of my school and my classroom and my roommate(if she says ok..) and other stuff too kng kakasya..

cge na.. have to sleep na! heehee have a midterm tom..

o before i forget.. we have daylight savings na.. so d ko n sure kng pano n ang oras.. haha will update when i figure it out.. haha :)